Im okay, am i?

[Verse 1]
I told you I'm okay, yeah but am I?
I’ve been crying a lot so that's the reason that I gotta red eye
I'm telling you I'm okay, yeah nothing is bothering me
You ask me what the problem? Well I'm the problem to me
I have some issues, the fact is I'm not too strong
They say impact you gotta stop writing these damned sad songs
The thing is i can’t write a word when I'm not angry
I do good thing the worst of 'em gets back at me
They say that I'm changed, they don’t ask if I'm changed or not
Only cause suddenly I'm quiet and I don’t talk a lot
They say that I'm changed, they don’t ask if I'm changed or not
Only cause suddenly I'm quiet and I don’t talk a lot
Hello, goodbye, nice to meet you, I gotta go
Next time I see you 'What was your name?' I don’t even know
I love my pain, I tell them hold on tight to me
I'm a good person but I made a devil inside of me, yeah

[Verse 2]
Say goodbye, I'm going, no regrets are showing
You call me, that’s okay, your name gonna show up unknown
I'm just dead inside all I feel is nothing
Why you look at me like that like I was about to say something
I’m just gonna bye bye you, my dream is calling gotta go
Tell me you love me and I'll lie too say I do more
Nobody ever loved me, at least that’s how I feel
Maybe somebody loved me and I didn’t know if that’s was real
They ask me you okay, answer 'Never been better'
I'm dying inside, yeah I told you I never been better
Maybe you care about me or maybe that’s just an act
Fake people they confuse you sometimes, you won’t know whose the fact
Yeah I'm telling you something, tell me if that's real or not
Only when you die they’ll say that they miss you a lot
I know I sound so needy when I said i cried a lot
The reason is I'm trying so hard still feeling like I'm at the same spot

[Produced by Riddick X]