im (not) scared to die

[Intro: hollowbody]
I cannot look a person in the eye
I cry in a voice that isn't mine
You can bet your ass i'm drowning myself in this shit
Know that im gonna be burning in hell for this

[Verse 1: hollowbody]
So I try
Try and savor the taste of you on my lips
The routine "head tilt to tighten the tourniquet"
I'll lose my mind before I ever find happiness
Today
I cried in the bathroom for an hour straight
Im turning to a ghost
I wanna distance myself from the ones I love the most
Its so fucked up but this world is not my home

I cannot look a person in the eye
I cry in a voice that isn't mine
You can bet your ass i'm drowning myself in this shit
Know that im gonna be burning in hell for this
You can bet your ass i'm drowning myself in this shit
Know that im gonna be burning in hell for this

[Verse 2: nicoteen ninyo]
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[Chorus: hollowbody]
Why the fuck do I always end up hurt?
Is it karma for the shit I did before?

I'm not scared to die
(I've been thinking about shooting up)
I'm not scared to die
All I wanted was to feel your love

I'm not scared to die --i'm so scared to die
(I've been thinking about shooting up)
I'm so scared to die
All I wanted was to feel your love

I'm so scared to die
I'm so scared to die

(i'm going to hell for this)