illusion wears off

[Intro]
(sigh—)
Shit was long, hard, and weird like a white lady dildo
You were fucking with me back then when no one was fucking with me, I know
But I gotta move on back to my own
It's my default, shit's my ringtone
If there's one thing I can take comfort in at night
It's, hey, at least you were pretty, right?

[Chorus]
You were pretty fucking weird, big ass fucking loser
How dare you lead me on, when I could feel my youth hurt?
And I know I said back then, I didn't think you were a groomer
But you proved me wrong, so I changed my mind

[Verse]
Just like you changed yours
Cracked a smile as you shut the door
I'll embarrass you for years, if you even last
I remember things you told me in the past
Some of that shit, I hope it comes true
'Cause if someone were to ask me about you
I'd say

[Chorus]
You were pretty fucking weird, big ass fucking loser
How dare you lead me on, when I could feel my youth hurt?
And I know I said back then, I didn't think you were a groomer
But you proved me wrong

[Bridge]
Nothing means anything to you until I hurt your feelings
Your friends and their shitty advice always third wheeling
And you guilt tripped me on a daily basis
If I had one chance to say something to your face, it's

[Chorus]
You were pretty fucking weird, big ass fucking loser
How dare you lead me on, when I could feel my youth hurt?
And I know I said back then, I didn't think you were a groomer
But you proved me wrong, so I gave up on the illusion, yeah

[Outro]
You'll end up miserable one way or another
You can die alone, I'll end up with all my brothers