Illusion

[Intro]
Ay wassup
How you been?
You still love me right?
Yeah
I love you even though you’re an illusion
Why don’t you reply me?
Talk to me
Please

[Verse 1]
Yo, I met this girl when I was sixteen
I was a freshman who rapped and had a big dream
She was a good friend, also a big fan
Telling me that she wanted me to be her big man
She was young, and I thought this was a kid game
I was more into making myself a big name
Tryin' to ignore her devotion and her tears
Her secretly, caring for me, in a year
But time passed, I unconsciously loved her
We went out, it felt right when I hug her
Thought a whole year was to prove, that she was my match
I didn’t have to think twice to put her in my rap
Really loved hip-hop but she was my primary
We wrote down our memories in a diary
She changed my point of view, I got a new life
I was in love and I lost touch with the real life

[Hook]
I wanna tell you that I love you
Want you to know that I trust you
Never go away
Just another day, the illusion and my confusion
Trap me in a maze, I can’t run away
Can’t run away from the illusion

[Verse 2]
She was so beautiful, so immaculate
I said “I would marry you after I graduate”
But if there’s a start, then there must be an end
There ain’t nothing you can do when things change
She went away and left a void that couldn’t be filled
Some emotional wounds just couldn’t be healed
Time doctored me, but I’ve got a scar
Tried my best to forget, but it was hard
Rapped a lot, drank a lot, had sex a lot with different bitches, but I still felt cold
True love was only once in a lifetime, yo
Where’s my prime time yo? I felt old
I was a fool and saw an illusion
It was cool and then she disappeared
I was tryin' to talk, but she just didn’t hear
Her two eyes were too dry she didn’t tear
Like a ghost, but I just didn’t fear

[Hook]
I wanna tell you that I love you
Want you to know that I trust you
Never go away
Just another day, the illusion and my confusion
Trap me in a maze, I can’t run away
Can’t run away from the illusion

[Verse 3]
I have a new girl, live in a new world
My ex-girl, I act like I never knew her
Cuz she ain’t the same girl that I used to know
It is the illusion that I used to know
Sometimes she comes back, and I get stuck
My homies says that I’m soft, but love hurts
Tears mean sadness so don’t keep them inside
I don’t cry, it’s just water in my eyes
Pick up memories, write one last song, for my dead love, that didn’t last long
Illusion is still here even the past’s gone
On my heart, I’ve got a tatt of our name
To symbolize the start, also the end
I’m telling you, I hope you can understand
When I’m all alone you would always be my friend
So illusive, but I can feel it
I want you to live forever in my music

[Hook]
I wanna tell you that I love you
Want you to know that I trust you
Never go away
Just another day, the illusion and my confusion
Trap me in a maze, I can’t run away
Can’t run away from the illusion