Ill Mind Of Irevolution

[Verse]
Up until a few years ago I used to believe in God
But as time goes on I'm starting to believe it's a fraud
It confuses me when someone thanks an invisible man when they get a job
Like "how the hell does he deserve credit for something you made happen?"
I swear I'd rather live my life with no overlord instead of this overload of backstabbing
Because personally I feel it's all just a bunch of lies
And come on man it's fucking with these people's lives
And why does church need money like a backwards bribe
If God made Earth then why do we need to die
To help him out while our loved ones sit and cry
Does he realize that it's fucked up to physically pry
A person from their family like "you're fine; besides, I made you all, you're mine; I need him more, say goodbye"
But if you ask God a question like "why do you do this to me?"
There's never any answer
And what kind of creator that loves it's creations creates Cancer
If you ask me God is in the category of make believe like Rudolf and Prancer
Then another problem with trying to solving this riddle is I come off crude like a witch
To the people who deeply believe that he exists
And I don't know which path is truly the right one
I guess I should stop and ask myself "is there only one road or is this like a 4 lane intersection?"
It's hard to find out because with God there's so much to mention
And it makes it harder to progress because disagreements cause tension
But when I think for a moment since God is shown to be silent
Is he just a witness to what his creations do or what route they take to overall progression
Are we just an experiment
Or is he just giving us a platform to live and enjoy what we have before we get sent
To his personal perfect world that's called heaven
And that brings me to the question "does hell exist?"
Or is it just a plot twist to persuade humans into spinning around in circles like the Exorcist
But my deepest question is "does he really care what we do?"
Or does he want to only see how we have chosen to walk through our lives
And come out on the other side
As a stronger man or woman
I feel like it's all a movement and nothing more
Maybe we're only amusement for God because he's bored
And personally it's all a snore for me
But my beliefs could change a year from now or even when I'm forty
But don't take what I say the wrong way
This is just what I have to say on the subject
And you're completely expected to have your own reflections
On this mess we call life
And of course feel free to keep protection on your own perspective
But all I ask is that you think deeply
And dig through the surface of this service