Ill

[Verse 1]
Wanna hear something psychotic?
I look at your pictures all the time
You were wearing that dress, I bought it
Blame my sadistic, idle mind
Bet you're on your best behaviour
I remember nights when we were trashed
Never took you for a traitor, turned around and stabbed me in the back

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel like an idiot
Pictures on the internet
The way you're smiling next to him, oh

[Chorus]
I shouldn't look, but I will
It all just makes me ill
I should move on with my life
Swallow the jagged-est pill
I shouldn't care, but I do
It should be me and not you
Guess I'm not over it still
It all just makes me ill
Ill (It all just makes me—)

[Verse 2]
Now I'm seeing you two together
Seems like you're hanging out a lot
Guess he must like you better
And you deserve each other, God!
Can't a girl get an explanation?
Scratch that, I don't want to know
Late nights I fight temptation
I know exactly where it goes

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel like an idiot
Sucking on a cigarette
So pathetic, isn't it? Oh

[Chorus]
I shouldn't look, but I will
It all just makes me ill
I should move on with my life
Swallow the jagged-est pill
I shouldn't care, but I do
It should be me and not you
Guess I'm not over it still
It all just makes me ill
Ill (It all just makes me—)

[Bridge]
Well look at you, you found your match
Your picture-perfect other half
I'm just another artifact, ah
And even though it hurts to watch
It also kinda gets me off
Knowing that I just can't stop
I just can't stop

[Chorus]
I shouldn't look but I will
It all just makes me ill
I should move on with my life
Swallow the jagged-est pill
I shouldn't care, but I do
It should be me and not you
Guess I'm not over it still
It all just makes me ill
Ill (It all just makes me—)
(It all just makes me—)