ik ur eager for an apology

(You’re fucking stupid)
My serotonin got my lower than my Pops
You say you love me but won’t show me what you’ve got
And tell me why I never seem to get the hint
That you don’t love me at all
I’m tired of being lonely by default
And I’ve made deadly mistakes
I’m watching as I slowly decay
I’m tired of being lonely and vague
I’m tired of cutting into my veins

While you left me here all by myself
Leave me be, or rot in hell
That’s what they said
But I can’t seem to get it through my head
Oh I can’t, she loves me more than herself
Be with me, rather kill myself
I’m in your debt
And I’ve been living with all my regrets
And I can’t take it anymore

Tell me why, tell me why you left
It’s all alright, it’s all alright l guess
I live with my, I live with my regrets
I said it in the chorus but I’ll say that shit again
You fucked me up my darling
Oh, at least I’m being honest
'Cause I don’t really like to lie
Stuck inside my brain, you’re like a parasite
I have you in mind

While you left me here all by myself
Leave me be, or rot in hell
That’s what they said
But I can’t seem to get it through my head
Oh I can’t, she loves me more than herself
Be with me, rather kill myself
I’m in your debt
And I’ve been living with all my regrets
And I can’t take it anymore

(And I can’t take it anymore, I can’t take it anymore)
(I can’t take it anymore)
(And I can’t take it anymore, I can’t take it anymore)
(I can’t take it anymore)
More
I tried to run, I tried to run
I tried to run, I tried to run
I tried to run, I tried to run
I tried to run, I tried to run

While you left me here all by myself (self)
Leave me be, or rot in hell (in hell)
That’s what they said (said)
But I can’t seem to get it through my head (head)
Oh I can’t, she loves me more than herself
Be with me, rather kill myself
I’m in your debt
And I’ve been living with all my regrets
And I can’t take it anymore