I am awake, but somehow frozen
No sound seeps from these lungs
Trapped inside a prison made of bones
I've seen this place before
Night after night in a cold sweat
A monolithic figure looms inside my consciousness
Dragged below, deeper than I have ever known
The veil is lifted but the weight remains unbearable
I refuse to let this consume me
I fucking want out
I want to go back to the moment laid in time where it all went dark
Obscured imagery of a slate once so clean
When does the light switch on?
Knowing the end is all too close
Slowly hanging by a thread, the hold it breaks and there’s nothing I can do to stop it now
(My misfortune has led me astray)
Collapse under dead weight
This web I weave solidified me in place
A descendent of endless anguish
My fate decided upon arrival
I suffer
Eternal
Decay
Run for the light but it keeps away from me
Betrayed by fear
I am my own worst nightmare
Desolation to the savior I saw in me
Drag me below
Oh
I'm in hell
Forever lost in myself
The first lines of this song are meant to recap what’s happened to our main character in “Don’t Look at the Moon” and establish that this is the second episode of their struggle. The tone shifts to them experiencing the thing ripping their soul from their body and wishing they could just go back to...