​ihateyousomuch

[Verse 1]
Please just tell me why'd you have to go and fuck it up
I’m never really doing fine, but I don't really give a fuck
[?], and every thought about you stayed
I never thought about the thoughts that probably run shit through your brain
So tell me why I gave a fuck about the things you chose to do
And all the people that you hit up and the reckless things you do
You said you never were depressed when you had found a home back then
But then you took all of these pills 'cause you said that’s just how it еnds

[Chorus]
I hate you so much, and now I hate your fucking guts
I hate thе way you laughed, and now I hate the feel of sun
And now I'm gonna die, you'll find my bones up in the [?]
You'll never read the words I write 'cause I could never say goodbye
I hate you so much, and now I never see the light
Don't really wanna die, but I don't wanna be alive
Scare everyone away when I just mention suicide
I only want some help, I might as well just go and hide

[Post-Chorus]
I might as well just go and hide
I might as well just go and hide
I might as well just go and hide

[Verse 2]
Please just tell me why'd you have to go and fuck it up
I’m never really doing fine, but I don’t really give a fuck
So now I'm dying in my room, and every night I’m getting drunk
You probably tell that I'm a wreck, I'm running low on all my luck
I never thought that I would be a maniac, depressive piece of shit
And every time that I be wake up I just think of ending it
And I just want someone to help me, but I never would admit
The feelings deep inside my heart, and now I'm always questioning
And I

[Chorus]
I hate you so much, and now I hate your fucking guts
I hate the way you laughed, and now I hate the feel of sun
And now I’m gonna die, you'll find my bones up in the [?]
You'll never read the words I write 'cause I could never say goodbye
I hate you so much, and now I never see the light
Don't really wanna die, but I don't wanna be alive
Scare everyone away when I just mention suicide
I only want some help, I might as well just go and hide

[Outro]
Don't wanna be alive
Don't wanna be alive
Don't wanna be alive