if you was wondering

[Intro]
(Up yours, evil twin)

[Chorus]
Bein' inside this corrupt system, it get hard
Gotta wanna beat that shit, get out that box, yeah
Put my whole heart inside the 'yo, I done gave all I got
Had to watch my back for niggas when niggas want my spot
I'm so focused in on life, I can't even be around
Man, and they used to be all in my face, nowhere to be found when I'm down
Shed so many tears, but online, folks can't care about it
Brother them keep dyin', I'm thinkin' 'bout suicide, tryna tear up out it
Shit different timin', everybody switchin', don't nobody listenin'
Long life Fat, I promise I won't forget you and my twin Gifted
Through the night when I'm all alone, that be when that pain hit

[Verse]
Got my phone on DND
Fuck my shit keep on ringin' for?
Speakin' of for, what the fuck them boys had did that for?
It's no competition, like where they at? I turned to billy goat
Show so much love to them folks, but they said don't pity them
Fuck nigga type that fuck shit on the 'Gram, hah
Buy a blick off us, we take it back, nigga, that's a scam
Man, it ain't no way that I'm hittin' if you caught that shit, man, that's a scram
Niggas know they ain't like that, actin' like they want my hat
You really not gon' like it if I get bro on your ass
I got so much dog put up, I'm tryna multiply my stash
Felt to the day I'm gone, I learned the greatest nights'll go bad
Fuck it, I don't need another chance
It's the eighth night locked in, if you was wonderin'
I put two-five in my 'Wood for understandin'
Don't even call my phone, they know they ain't gettin' no answer
Know it's gon' be hella days when I'm pullin' in that Lam'
They say they hurt, gon' make amends
Find shit on his phone and he was gone and he got baited in
I wish I could tell my bro get well, but it was too late to send

[Chorus]
Bein' inside this corrupt system, it get hard
Gotta wanna beat that shit, get out that box, yeah
Put my whole heart inside the 'yo, I done gave all I got
Had to watch my back for niggas when niggas want my spot
I'm so focused in on life, I can't even be around
Man, and they used to be all in my face, nowhere to be found when I'm down
Shed so many tears, but online, folks can't care about it
Brother them keep dyin', I'm thinkin' 'bout suicide, tryna tear up out it
Shit different timin', everybody switchin', don't nobody listenin'
Long life Fat, I promise I won't forget you and my twin Gifted
Through the night when I'm all alone, that be when that pain hit