If You Say I’m Special

[Verse 1]
Drip me dry, drain me out
I don't cry, don’t breakdown
It's the drive home from your house
Hating myself again

[Verse 2]
You go, you go on pretending
I'm fine
Like you don’t smell the desperate on my skin
A little more every time

[Pre-Chorus 1]
You know
I'll believe you
If you say I'm special
You know
I won't question you
Go on take it off
Just take it slow

[Chorus]
Cause I've lost any dignity
I might have learned by this age
Come on, baby, dig in deep
At this point it's all fair game

[Verse 3]
I see you scramble when she calls
Like I don't know
I might be weakened to the bone
But I'm not stupid

[Verse 4]
We go, we go on pretending
She won’t win
So we’ll believe we can keep this running
As we get in bed again

[Pre-Chorus 1]
You know
I'll believe you
If you say I’m special
You know
I won't question you
Go on take it off
Just take it slow

[Chorus]
Cause I've lost any dignity
I might have learned by this age
Come on, baby, dig in deep
At this point it's all fair game

[Bridge]
And I
Want you to love me
Oh, and I
Want you to let me go
Oh, and I
Want you to love me
Oh, and I
Want you to let me go

[Pre-Chorus 2]
You know
I’ll believe you
If you say I'm special