​if you love me let me die

[Intro]
​byekento

[Verse 1]
If you love me let me die
'Cause I just need some piece of mind
It's tryna take my soul away
And this time I'm letting go
'Cause I had it
I got habits and they tryna take my soul away
And this damage to my conscious
It makes me feel like I'm nothing to nobody
Am I somebody to you?
Take the smoke into my lungs, hope it kills me soon
They say life is just for fun but I been suffering
Way too long now I'm too far gone

[Chorus]
I'm making changes to my fucking brain
And I don't trust no one 'cause everyone's the fucking same
You show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
And I can't tell if this is me or if it's just my fate
I guess I can't complain
I'm always in the way
I really need a way out
I'm such a fucking pain
Well thanks for showing me out
'Cause it's clear I'm unimportant
All these thoughts inside my head, I'm running out of fucking choices
Tryna fill my brain with lead 'cause I can't deal with all the torment
And this voice inside my head been tryna change it's fucking formant but it's hopeless
And lately I been getting older
I suck at keeping my composure
Every time I keep the silence 'cause I'm mourning
And lately I been tryna fix it but it's broken
And I know I don't have the talent I ain't chosen
I'll keep it all inside my head until it's over
And if we ever meet again I'll never forget

[Verse 2]
And nothing ever changes
I'm stuck inside this daydream
And there's no one left to save me
And you know that the feeling's haunting
I'm so hollow and as the pieces fell in place I burned alive
There's no where left to hide
Tell me do you despise me so blindly, so blindly
I'm trying
I'm sick of fighting
There's nothing here for me
Close my eyes let me fall asleep
'Cause honestly I'm not the person on the inside out
I look away but I still see the things you're telling me now
Eats away at my conscious like it's nothing at all
And by the time they find my body it'll be cold to the touch

[Chorus]
I'm making changes to my fucking brain
And I don't trust no one 'cause everyone's the fucking same
You show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
And I can't tell if this is me or if it's just my fate
I guess I can't complain
I'm always in the way
I really need a way out
I'm such a fucking pain
Well thanks for showing me out
'Cause it's clear I'm unimportant
All these thoughts inside my head, I'm running out of fucking choices
Tryna fill my brain with lead 'cause I can't deal with all the torment
And this voice inside my head been tryna change it's fucking formant but it's hopeless
And lately I been getting older
I suck at keeping my composure
Every time I keep the silence 'cause I'm mourning
And lately I been tryna fix it but it's broken
And I know I don't have the talent I ain't chosen
I'll keep it all inside my head until it's over
And if we ever meet again I'll never forget