If You Leave Then I Get It

[Producer Tag]
Brody

[Verse 1]
Life gets better
If you say so
You don't understand it
Well I guess we're in the same boat
I can't honestly remember why you're mad at me still
And the fact that it's not over swear it's making me ill

I swear it's making me stagnant
Weighed down
Need some rest
I'd give you all I have so I can feel again
You say that you wanna move along
But you don't show it
You don't give a shit, you never did
And now I know it

[Chorus]
Well how am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back?
(How am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back?)
You say, "I won't run away" like you're all that
(You say, "I won't run away" like you're all that)
Zone out, over drink
I don't wanna feel anything
(I don't wanna feel anything)
But if I'm honest
I can't walk away I'll just come right back
(Just come right back, just come right back)

[Verse 2]
Shy away
I try my best but I'll never change
Go back 4 years
And I'd feel the same
I can't stay afloat
I just stay awake
All this time spent all alone
Feel alright again and you know
Then you'll see inside my mind
Then I'll wake up on my own

If you leave then I get it, go
See the words pass right over my head
Say I look down when I'm at my best
Say I look down when I'm at my best
Not doing well but you could have guessed
Think that I care the way that you dress
Look at my face
Am I impressed?

[Chorus]
How am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back?
(How am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back?)
You say, "I won't run away" like you're all that
(You say, "I won't run away" like you're all that)
Zone out, over drink
I don't wanna feel anything
(I don't wanna feel anything)
But if I'm honest
I can't walk away I'll just come right back
(Just come right back, just come right back)