If You Could Paint Your Own Vacation, Where Would You Go?

"I'm going to be with you," I said
And what it had to come to
I wanted to look and feel like you
And stand up as straight as arrows

I'll never really catch you
I gave my warning
But oh when I do
I thought I'd really catch you
I'm holding on

I stopped trying so hard
And forgot I've finally come so far (I've come so far)
(Hold your head up high)
I picked up the basics
And started on the exit

I've thought of everything I can
This knife, a rope, a match
I swear, I swear I'm thinking of you
I'm letting go at last
This must be perfect
I will accept no less in my own death
I hope that you come through

I stopped trying so hard
And forgot I've finally come so far (I've come so far)
(Hold your head up high)
I picked up the basics
And started on the exit

Subsequently (We're growing, how have we stunted?)
I can sleep all day (So what should he do?)
To get back to me

"And I know the meaning to life," he screamed
But you will die before you speak

We're growing, how have we stunted?
So what should he do to get back to me?