If We Fight

[Verse 1]:
I've taken too many shots of Novocaine
Another line or two or more of cocaine
I just want some shit to numb the brain
But I can feel myself slowing going insane
I know we spent time dancing in the dark
But I just need to know that in my heart
I’m the one you want, don't wanna restart
I've found myself disturbing, overthinking
I never fell down but I feel like I’m sinking
Im trying to drown my voices by overdrinking
Trying to change my view so I'm overblinking
I mean what was I even really thinking
I wanna wake up but I'm not dreaming
I have nightmares where you're leaving
And I'm grieving, my heart stops beating
Life without you has no god damn meaning
Then I wake up, and I see you next to me
These delusions do always get the best of me
I know that you do get upset with me, when I cry
But honestly I always try
To be good enough for you, I'm really trying
If you ever leave I'd be forever crying
Or dying, I'm not really too sure
I’m never really too sure
But I know you’re the one I want
You love me even when I smoke a blunt
Even when I'm acting like a cunt
I’m the darkness and you're still the sun
I know that I'm never really that fun
I can't club without my mouth being a gun
But I’m just hoping that I'm your one
I wanna be your one

[Hook]:
If we fight
That the walls we've built so high have fallen so low
Fallen so low
If we fight
That the walls we've built so high have fallen so low

[Verse 2]:
I'm so tired of being in this melancholic state
I'm sitting there writing lyrics up till late
Hoping the album is worth all the wait
I wanna make you proud, so I can taste
The passion, the emotion, the love
Everyone else, they're so much above
I'm not worth you, you deserve better
But I'm so happy that we are together
And I'm just hoping that it's forever
I gave you all of my soul, please keep it
I wanna show you love, let me preach it
The weddings on, please be seated
You don't deserve the way you were treated
You've got some demons that should be defeated
Welcome to my life, I hope you've been greeted
My demons are all here, they're in a meeting
They're telling me that you are too good for me
But don't worry, they are all now losing me
Because I know truthfully I'm worth your time
All I can feel now is your hand in mine
I'm hoping that you enjoy the next line
Will you join me in this love carriage
Let's fuck the party up, cause some havoc
I know I'm a psycho and a bit manic
I know that I'm not perfect, I'm rancid
And I'm not hard, I'm actually flaccid
And I'm a bit too much of a passive
And I'm also annoying and needy
I just hope that when you see me
That I'm not see through, you know how we do
But baby, I love you, do you love me too