if [u] Love [me]

I hope you're doing better now
Better than i ever let you
And i hope i didn't let you down
I just wanted to protect you
I know you're moving on now
And i'm sure that i will too
But until then, can you give me grace?
I'm really struggling to figure out how to move
I went through our old messages...
I don't know why i did that...
I guess i thought it would help?
But all it really did was just end up making me mad
I can't apologize enough
I know it's too late but i recognize how i fucked up!
I won't ask you to take me back
But please allow me in your life, simply being around is enough..
I just want you to be happy!
And i mean it from the bottom of my heart!
I knew it wouldn't be easy
But i never thought that it would be this hard
I'm sorry i was so selfish
I can't imagine what that felt like
I wish i could do it all over
But i hope your new man does it right