if u cant change i wont either

[Verse]
Find my way right out, but I'm choking
Stuck in my own cloud, I'm between the walls
You always find a way just to break it
You always find a way just to break it all
Hurt me these few years, I can't take it
Had to make it my own life, I'ma shape it all
Too many broken promises that I know I can't keep
I didn't know the premises, so all the fault's on me
It's crazy how the tables turn, I'm falling on my knees
I wish they would just tell me, I wish they would just tell me
I'm so tired of faking, it's sad I grew complacent
I took my leave right out my town just to come back, I'm crazy
It's crazy how you made me, it's crazy how you made me
I look back at the time, all those years passed, I wish you'd kill me

[Bridge]
I wish you'd kill me, yeah
But it feels like you did anyway
I wish you'd kill me, go
But it feels like you did anyway
I wish you'd kill me, go
But it feels like you did anyway
Go, go, go, go, go, go
But it feels like you did—

[Chorus]
I feel stupid
To repeat myself
I feel stupid
Asking for your help
I feel stupid
To repeat myself
I feel stupid
Asking for your help

[Outro]
I don't wanna live like this anymore