If this is it

I just want this feeling
To go away
I've got another moment to show
That I'm not dismayed
I've got to stay
I can see this progress
Will trouble you
I've got another side
Left to show
And I might break through
I feel brand new
I just got blinded by the moment
I saw a glimmer of what
I'm supposed to be
If this is it
You wanna bet
Don't dream its over
Cause I don't wanna
Be another believer
Shouldn't blatant vengeance
Envelope me
With my chronic pride pushing up
As they criticize
With untrained eyes
Never had the will
Just to blow it all
Have we got the fight left to show
And I know you do
To rise up through
I just got blinded by the moment
I took a shot into
The darkness of the night
If this is it
You wanna bet
Don't dream its over
Cause I don't wanna
Be another believer
If this is it, a little bit
More weight to shoulder
Cause I don't wanna be
Another believer
And I don't feel anything
Hey don't need to make
This mistake again
Hey don't need to be
In this state again
I just got blinded by the moment
I never wanna be in this state again
I just got blinded by the moment
I saw a glimmer of what
I'm supposed to be
If this is it
You wanna bet
Don't dream its over
Cause I don't wanna
Be another believer
If this is it, a little bit
More weight to shoulder
Cause I don't wanna be
Another believer
And I don't feel anything
Don't wanna believe
I'm not a believer