If only

[Chorus]
If only time stood still forever
I could stay here with you
If only change was for the better
That's something I would put myself through
It's all downhill from here
All of this will disappear
And I'll be left, lost, and alone
Searching desperately for home

[Verse]
I don't wanna sit in silence
Wish my memories were timeless
I'm so fucking sick of trying
'Cause living in the past is tiring
I just wanna see you next year, yeah
Think it's time to switch shift, first gear, yeah
Waiting for a conversation
Gotta be a bit more patient
Why don't we stay for a while?
I just wanna see you smile
You mean so much more than you know
So much more than I show
The same thing again and again
Just barely friends
Close to the end, yeah
I'm so sick of playing pretend
Go right ahead, ignore me instead, yeah

[Bridge]
You'll never know these songs are all about you
It's a shame but it's something that I'm used to
If I say I don't care just know that shit's not true
I'll remember to the end 'til I feed into the blue

[Chorus]
If only time stood still forever
I could stay here with you
If only change was for the better
That's something I would put myself through
It's all downhill from here
All of this will disappear
And I'll be left, lost, and alone
Searching desperately for home