If Only

[Verse 1]
There's so many things we left undone, so much we didn't do
Still got that shirt you let me borrow that I never returned to you
So many things I should've done, but I always got off track
Here's the money that I owe you, that you never asked for back
'Cause you never asked for anything, not anything at all
Except once in a while you'd ask if I could give you a call
How I wish that I had listened then, how I wish I gave a damn
How I wish that I could call you now just to tell you how I am

[Chorus]
If only I had found the time
If only I had even tried
If only I had done enough
Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much

[Verse 2]
Since the day you left us things just haven't been the same
My family hasn't spoken since the day you went away
If only you could see us now I know you'd be ashamed
Can you send me a sign from heaven and help us change our ways?

[Chorus]
If only I had found the time
If only I had even tried
If only I had done enough
Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much

[Verse 3]
I can hear your voice in everything, in every single song
And it's tough holding my head up high, still knowing that you're gone
These times are so confusing, but I know that in the end
We will spread our wings and fly away the day we meet again
Don't leave, I need you now

[Chorus]
If only I had found the time
If only I had even tried
If only I had done enough
Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much
I need you now
If only I had found the time
If only I had even tried
If only I had done enough
Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much