​if im honest

[Verse 1]
I didn't mean to let you down or be cold
Hope I see you around when I'm old
And running out of options
It doesn't seem like you want anything tangible
Just a little out of reach
Yeah, that's close enough for me
And I don't feel anything if I'm honest (But I'm not)

[Verse 2]
I had a dream about my old apartment
I went back to where I started
And I did it all the same
I don't believe in sleeping with my ghosts
How was I supposed to know
That you were talking shit in code
And it doesn't mean anything if I'm honest (But I'm not)

[Bridge]
If I see you it will be the same
When you're standing in the doorway
I will feel the pull
Tether down to the perfect ball and chain
I'll be pulling all the weight when you go

[Outro]
And it doesn't mean anything if I'm honest
And it doesn't mean anything if I'm honest
And I don't feel anything 'cause I promised that I won't