If I Wasn’t Me

[Verse 1]
I would rather sit in corners
At the parties we go to
I would watch you socialize
You don't even have to try

[Verse 2]
I've always been the observer
You say you give the best advice
But if I gave it honestly
You would know you're killing me

[Pre-Chorus]
So I bite my tongue so I can't regret it
I let it slip when I try to forget that
I know you too well
And you want someone else

[Chorus]
But maybe in another life
I wouldn't feel the need to hide myself
Because I'm damaged
Maybe on another planet
I would grab your face and say
"I love you even if you don't feel the same way,"
Maybe if I was who I pretend to be
Maybe if I wasn't me
(Maybe if I wasn't me)

[Verse 3]
Love the way your best friends see you
You turn the world when you walk by
I'm just happy that you called
Rather part of you than none at all

[Pre-Chorus]
So I bite my tongue so I can't regret it
But let it slip when I try to forget that
I know you too well
And you want someone else

[Chorus]
But maybe in another life
I wouldn't feel the need to hide myself
Because I'm damaged
Maybe on another planet
I would grab your face and say
"I love you even if you don't feel the same way,"
Maybe if I was who I pretend to be
Maybe if I wasn't me
Maybe if I wasn't me

[Outro]
Cause I'm chaos and you're perfect
Wish you'd grab my hand and tell me it's workin'
"Took a little time, but baby now I see"
Well, maybe if I wasn't me