if i was a pretty boy

If I was a pretty blonde boy would you listen to me
Would you hold my hand on our shoe shopping sprees
Would you spare me my feelings and let my heart be
Coz you fuck me up, I feel like it's 2020

Would you post me on Insta and say you're my queen
Would you lie right on my chest like when I was 14
Would you kiss me like I'm more than an experiment
Not just dump me after you saw how it went

People say it's normal for teenagers in relationships
But if I was born a dude would you still treat me like a piece of shit

Maybe you'd be less nervous about wearing matching shirts in the halls
Maybe you wouldn't get off the phone when your mother calls
Maybe you'd brag to all your friends when we kissed
Assuming you even have friends no offense
And then you would tell them that you're in love with me
That you're in love with me

I hate being a girl but I'm not trans
I hate sharing my thoughts with a man's
Since I was 12 I never fit in
And I thought you'd help me fit in

People say it's normal for teenagers in relationships
But if I was born a dude would you still treat me like a piece of shit
Maybe you'd be less nervous about wearing matching shirts in the halls