If I’m still alive when you hear this, can you call me (demo)

[Verse]
When you look at him do you think of me? (Do you think of me)
When you take that fenty Perc do you think of me? (Do you think of me)
When you get that pregnancy scare do you think of me? (Do you think of me)
When in Alpharetta do you think of me? (Do you think of me)
I take these laced pills and I feel good for once, for a moment
What will my momma think when she finds my body?
It's my destiny
I don't have any friends just acquaintances
In bed with a model but still feel alone
Find peace from the benzos, find peace when I think of us
Just tell mе if you still do? (Just tell me if you still do?)
I just need to know (I just need to know)
.45 to my brain, I know I won't be missеd
If you could tell me one last thing what would it be?
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
When I'm gone will they sample me?
When I'm gone will you miss me?
I'm tryna fill the void, no drug compares to our love
New girls fall in love when they hear me sing
But they're not you though (But they're not you though)
In a pool of benzos that's where I go
Gun to my head I hope that I go
If I'm still alive when you hear this, can you call me?