If I’m Being Honest

[Verse 1]
Remember last week when I come home
Three in the morning, drunk off my mind
I told you that I loved you, that's a lie
Remember when we first met
And I told you you were the best I had, yeah
Oh, I must admit, that's a lie

[Pre-Chorus]
And all these precious, precious memories
I wish you my deepest, my deepest condolences

[Chorus]
‘Cause if I'm being honest
I break all my promises
And I can't ever, ever, ever, ever, ever pretend
And if I'm being honest
It's weighing on my conscience
But I'd do it all, do it all over again
Oh, and even if I can't pay the price
I'll take what I want and I'd kiss you goodbye again, oh
If I'm being honest
I'm not being honest

[Verse 2]
Same, same, same old me for speaking my truth
Would you believe
My heart's on my sleeve, is that a crime?
I should be ashamed of myself
And the cards that I dealt, but I must conceive
There's no way back, now I've crossed the line

[Pre-Chorus]
And all these precious, precious memories
I wish you my deepest, my deepest condolences

[Chorus]
‘Cause if I'm being honest
I break all my promises
And I can't ever, ever, ever, ever, ever pretend
And if I'm being honest
It's weighing on my conscience
But I'd do it all, do it all over again
Oh, and even if I can't pay the price
I'll take what I want and I'd kiss you goodbye again, oh
If I'm being honest
I'm not being honest