If I Ever Die

[Intro]
Mi Amor
I'm goin' crazy
In la calle, bitches
[?]
Tengo un sentimiento
That Death is calling me
Would you help me keep the faith?
Realness

[Chorus]
If I ever die, smile, you don't cry for me
And never lie tell me wanna bear a child for me
Take a while to be tellin' me how life can be
Make my fantasies reality
If I ever die, smile, you don't cry for me
And never lie tell me wanna bear a child for me
Take a while to be tellin' me how life can be
Make my fantasies reality

[Verse 1]
Un amor chiquita, one love baby
Don't mean to take it out on you, but this world got me crazy
Please don't hate me 'cause I don't make ya my wife or my lady
LORD! Don't let her play me
I'm confused so I'm fused on my mind with the L
High in my cell, visualize a hell
And only when I see you it gets simple
Hit me with some baby lotion fingertips, never stops my mental
The heavens sent you to save me from the shady
[?] haven't seen you lately
I always chill by your window lookin up in the sky
Gettin Twiztid, make it happen, don't just wish it
It's what you whispering, being vicious, or be a statistic
And didn't try and dismiss it
I grab her lips I kissed it, my life's I got to risk it
She made my soul rise and shine

[Chorus]
If I ever die, smile, you don't cry for me
And never lie tell me wanna bear a child for me
Take a while to be tellin' me how life can be
Make my fantasies reality
If I ever die, smile, you don't cry for me
And never lie tell me wanna bear a child for me
Take a while to be tellin' me how life can be
Make my fantasies reality

[Verse 2]
It's strictly love here with double dubs here [?]
With a little fuck yeah, fuck yeah, [?]
[?] the fat kids
[?] fat rear, I'm holdin' mad tears for mad years
We been through it all
Now she diss me to wake up tall, ya can't fall
Nothing to lose but this Myzery
Given to me by heredity
She's understanding me on the brink like the enemy
On the edge of insanity, bring me back to reality
Think about your mom and your sis
Hit 'em out the struggle shit
If you want I'll [?]
That's why I cry for you, die for you
Never had a reason to even lie to you
As we spark this, for my fam and the darkness
Boriquas, Myzery yo I'm bout to start this

[Chorus]
If I ever die, smile, you don't cry for me
And never lie tell me wanna bear a child for me
Take a while to be tellin' me how life can be
Make my fantasies reality
If I ever die, smile, you don't cry for me
And never lie tell me wanna bear a child for me
Take a while to be tellin' me how life can be
Make my fantasies reality

[Outro]
"God, smile for me, baby. Don't cry. Don't wanna see no tears [?]. [?]"