If I Don’t Like Her - Demo

Lay me out, all the bones and marrow
Color coding my veins, I'll connect where they go
I don't feel like a puzzle but sometimes I feel like I'm missing a piece
Darling, please, can I have you hold me?
Heavy with your body, melting me like concrete
I'm so tired of figuring out who the hell I'm supposed to be

I don't wanna pretend that I like these people anymore
For some reason you love me and I'm still not sure what for

Won't you come dye my hair on the bathroom floor?
Kiss me slow while it bleeds on the tile
What if I don't know who I am anymore?
And what happens if I don't like her

Thundercloud spilling in my ribcage
Dancing in its lightning, here you sit in my rain
Soaking in all my chaos and saying I'm beautiful anyways
I'm just scared that I'll never come back
Do I dare ask? How do I let the storm pass?
If I know that the storm and myself are just one and the same

I don't wanna pretend that I like these people anymore
For some reason you love me and I'm still not sure what for

Won't you come dye my hair on the bathroom floor?
Kiss me slow while it bleeds on the tile
What if I don't know who I am anymore?
And what happens if I don't like her

Come dye my hair on the bathroom floor
Kiss me slow while it bleeds on the tile
What if I don't know who I am anymore?
But thank God, at least one of us likes her