If I Could Say What’s On My Mind

[Intro]
I could tell you just (Yeah)
What's in my heart (Just my scattered thoughts)
You know I pray (It's from the heart though)
That we'll never part (Uh)

[Verse 1]
Look in the mirror at the wrong reflection
Callin' for help but I got bad reception
Wanna do good but I got bad intentions
Beautiful fuck up, misbehavior got me mad pretentious
A bigger problem, I need intervention
And I always felt like karma was a misconception
Bad shit happens to good niggas all the time
If I rule the world, hood niggas always shine
On my mind it's thoughts of someone always confused
A undeveloped child who was verbally abused
Thoroughly accused of choosin' the wrong road
Drive right into danger with no cares of growin' old
But every year, I shed me a couple tears
Pop a couple of bottles with my peoples, screamin', "Cheers"
I used to think my mother didn't want a nigga
I used to wish that I could change into another nigga

[Chorus]
I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind, you'd—
I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind (Uh)
You'd hear I love you all— (Uh)
Hear I love you all— (Check it)

[Verse 2]
This is therapy, tryna leave a legacy
Four kids, hope they grow to be a better me
Challenges, obstacles all comes steadily
But what don't kill a nigga makes a more ready me
Usually, life deals the cards
And I just play my hands 'til I win a fold up car
But all the cards in the world wouldn't bring my dad back
So I’m lookin' in the mirror as his image glance back
And even if I win I’m never satisfied
I could have the baddest bitch and still I fantasize
Sex, drugs, and rap is what I glamorize
And when the camera flashes, make sure you catch my glamor side
Fuck the deep shit, I get on some creep shit
Bitch meet a pimp in the backseat of my Jeep shit
Ha, words can’t express how I feel
Tryna grow a couple mill from a dollar bill, chill

[Chorus]
I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind, you'd—
I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind
You'd hear I love you all— (Let's get into it)
Hear I love you all— (Uh)

[Verse 3]
The old me stays hidden from my new self
But am I lyin' if I'm not bein' my true self?
White people, old money, I want new wealth
And drown my sorrow in Gucci loafs and new belts
Hope this paper makes my sister and my mom's talk
Even though this fight is really all my mom's fault
Family really should never fight over money
It's enough to make it rain and turn cloudy days, sunny
I reminisce on days I used to walked around bummy
Sippin' on a 40 after gettin' a little cutty
And funny style niggas should be fucked up and X'd out
Or a firin' squad, turn them squares into X-files
I'm just speakin' so random
Niggas love it plus the bitches think I'm handsome
Ski mask, no plan, two handguns
What's on my mind is holdin' niggas for ransom

[Chorus]
I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind, you'd—
I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind
You'd hear I love you all—
Hear I love you all—
I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind, you'd—
I could say what's on my mind
If I could say what's on my mind
You'd