If I could I would

I've been, waking up in cold sweats
Got these, thoughts all up in my head
I can't trust you
If I could I would
But I can't trust you
If I could I would

I been, waking up in a different bed
We've been, vibing to different cliques
I can't trust you
If I could I would
But I can't trust you
If I could I would, I would

Trust you I can't
Trust you I can't
Trust you I can't

Trust you I can't
Trust you I can't
Trust you I can't

Haven't spoken in three months
Too busy caring for these deep cuts
See your name on my phone, I swipe down with it
Feel no ways 'cus I'm strong and I'm proud of it
Got the strong and the woods, it's a long process
'Cus I hate when shit gets loud and it's always stress
Get to thinking 'bout the days I was down with it
If night falls and you call I might drown in it

Waking up in cold sweats
Got these, thoughts all up in my head
I can't trust you
If I could I would
But I can't trust you
If I could I would

I been, waking up in a different bed
We've been, vibing to different cliques
I can't trust you
If I could I would
But I can't trust you
If I could I would, I would

Trust you I can't
Trust you I can't
Trust you I can't

Trust you I can't
Trust you I can't
Trust you I can't

I might smoke to get over this
Smoke and mirrors I'm so over it
I deflect when they ask me about you
'Cus I'm scared I might reflect how I feel of you

You can tell that it still hurts
Saw the best in you and you hit me with the worst
Gotta put my heart together 'cus the storm is coming
Every time I get to face it, I just get to running

I've been, waking up in cold sweats
Got these, thoughts all up in my head
I can't trust you
If I could I would
But I can't trust you
If I could I would

I been, waking up in a different bed
We've been, vibing to different cliques
I can't trust you
If I could I would
But I can't trust you
If I could I would, I would

Trust you I can't
Trust you I can't
Trust you I can't

Trust you I can't
Trust you I can't
Trust you I can't