If I Could

Only God can heal these wounds
Feel me
For real
If I Could yeah
But it’s the arrogance of flesh that says we could heal each other
And then so often we end up in terrible situations
All because we were trying to play God in somebody else’s life
Just let go and let God be God

[Chorus: Sevin]
If I could fly I would
I’d take you in my wings girl
I’d give you everything girl
If I could cry I would
I’d be able to share more
You’d be the one I care for
If I could

[Verse 1: Sevin]
Yeah
I have lost more than I could afford to give
So numb is what I’ve come to be
Depression’s known as a second home
I dwell within it comfortably
Disguise my heart to hide the part I want no one to see
Refusing company so there’s no way you can comfort me
Yeah
So it’s best that you don’t waste your time
I’m a mess and I suggest you turn your face from mine
In this space and time I’m incapable of what you ask
The lover you have grown accustomed to is just a mask
Be careful what you grasp
They dare to cut the sash
But they up and run when trouble comes
So nothing lasts
The eyes are the windows to the soul and yours are beautiful but
Right now my heart is hard enough to cut the glass
For real
I never thought I’d find the real, yeah
But it’s clear I need more time to heal
And me and my Father need more time to chill
Cuz it’s gone take an iron will for me to climb this hill

[Chorus: Sevin]
If I could fly I would
I’d take you in my wings girl
I’d give you everything girl
If I could cry I would
I’d be able to share more
You’d be the one I care for
If I could

[Verse 2: Sevin]
That’s right, Yeah
And it’s true uh, they say love’s often too blind to see
Can’t help but wonder if it’s blind as me
And I understand that you want a man
And I respect everything you trying to be
But my love can’t be unlocked until I find the key
You’ll be aight you’ll see
No need to cry and plea
Love is selfless so don’t be selfish there’s no I win we
Let me go and I will holler back when I am free
I understand that every queen needs a K-I-N-G
So trust
You don’t want nothing that you need to force
Don’t rush, so many marry just to be divorced
God has gotta be your source
You need His guiding light
Not just a guy tonight
The Father’s gotta be your torch
Yeah
And I know you thought you found the real
But you and your Father need more time to chill
Yeah
Cuz it’s clear you need more time to heal
And He cares and He gone be there to help you climb the hill

[Chorus: Sevin]
If I could fly I would
I’d take you in my wings girl
I’d give you everything girl
If I could cry I would
I’d be able to share more
You’d be the one I care for
If I could

[Channel: Sevin]
Said it’s perfect love
That casts out fear
Baby girl you don’t need nothing but
Him to hold you down
Said it’s perfect love
It can dry every one of your tears
You’re a queen don’t let nobody take your crown

[Chorus: Sevin]
If I could fly I would
I’d take you in my wings girl
I’d give you everything girl
If I could cry I would
I’d be able to share more
You’d be the one I care for
If I could