if i could be more direct (tbh)

[Verse 1: N33T]
Been thinkin' about suicide
It seems a little permanent
Arms are crossed, these wings won't fly
I couldn't think to leave just yet
'Cause what's the rush to get to the end?
You’ve got a little bit more time to spend
You’re lackin' faith, you'll just wait and pretend, ooh

[Chorus: N33T & dossyx]
Give me somethin' else to believe in
'Cause I've been lookin' myself and I can’t seem to find a thing

[Verse 2: dossyx]
Been thinkin' about myself (Oh, yeah, about myself)
It makes me a little nervous (Oh, oh)
If I will stay just time might tell
But I'm not ready to leave just yet
I've always acted like I never cared (Yeah, yeah)
But that's the burden that I chose to bear
The steps we take can be so unfair (Oh, oh)

[Chorus: N33T & dossyx]
Give me somethin' else to believe in
'Cause I've been lookin' myself and I can’t seem to find a thing

[Verse 3: N33T]
Maybe I'll spend time just livin' my life
And take in all of the things in my head
I know that it's fine, feels different inside
Just like all of the things that you've said
Oh, hurry inside, I think I'm goin' insane
I'll just sit in the back and figure out my brain
Could fantasize
But I don't know where to be, what to see
I think I really should be gettin' some sleep (Ooh)

[Bridge: N33T & dossyx]
Distant nights
Where my imagination takes me
I feel the cool breeze runnin' through my hair
As I feel signs of comfort, of comfort
I'm out of time
I feel it comin'
A singe of darkness under my skin
And I don't know if I can stop it this time (Try, try, ooh)

[Chorus: N33T & dossyx]
Give me somethin' else to believe in (Oh)
'Cause I've been lookin' myself and I can’t seem to find a thing

[Outro: dossyx]
Wonder how it felt
When I could see through the fumes
And a spark of hope just lit inside of me