[Verse 1]
They say I talk to spirits like a doctor
Fightin' demons and I'm tryna fix my aura
Pour up, mix a lil' liquor with the pharma
Go up, parties, designer, just they don't cost ya (Uh-uh)
Paid in full (Uh-uh), rock 'n' roll (Uh-uh)
I'ma spend it all, this money come and go (Uh)
Don't go get exposed for that shit you know
You know just who you are, don't show up to my funeral
[Pre-Chorus]
It's always hard to breathe
When I'm drownin' in my insecurities
Where do we go from here?
[Chorus]
Dark days always get the best of me
Shit changes, never really what it seems
I'm tired of fightin' with reality
To feel numb, I swear that I'll do anything
I don't wanna be sober
No more wanna be sober
Wastеd, can't seem to escape this pain, yeah
[Verse 2]
For my lovеd ones, I will take one to the chest
Got to let 'em know before they pass 'cause I need no regrets
Got tequila in my system, it just got me reminiscin'
'Bout the times I fucked up with these women, no, I cannot fix 'em
Keep it real, I do me, fast life, full speed
Every day's a weekend, swimmin' in the deep end
Suite at the Venetian, poppin' so they leechin'
No, you cannot reach in, they tryna be who I am
[Pre-Chorus]
It's always hard to breathe
When I'm drownin' in my insecurities
Where do we go from here?
[Chorus]
Dark days always get the best of me
Shit changes, never really what it seems
I'm tired of fightin' with reality
To feel numb, I swear that I'll do anything
I don't wanna be sober
No more wanna be sober
Wasted, can't seem to escape this pain, yeah