Idkwhy

First Verse:
Uh
Feel the bass from the speakers
Cock back on the 9mm
They ask me
Why I do not trust
It's cause they
Just might leave you
Uh
All the shit I've felt inside
You just might lose your mind
It don't matter how hard you try
You can't undo the time
You ask me if I feel okay
I'll tell you that I'm fine
When I know deep inside me
That is a fuckin lie
I'm so emotionless
That I can't even really cry
When people die
And all your friends are leaving
From your side
Uh
Yeah we wait for the rain
Just to wash it away
But we know it won't change
If I was not writing these lyrics
Would you know my name
When life
Gives you what you want
With a fucked up twist
You'll go insane inside your mind
Until you get like this
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Hook:
Cause I don't know why
I'm always empty
Inside
& if I know why
How can I fill it inside
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Second Verse:
I want so much help
I'm by myself
So I stack my wealth
With No one else
There's no else
With All I've felt
All I've felt
I'm on a shelf
I'm an empty shell
My former self
Somewhere in hell
Let it I'm Burn
I'm pale
Uh
I remember the times
Where life
Didn't seem like a lie
Where everyone around me
I could trust
And give a smile
But
It seems like a while
I've had to fake a smile
Cause nobody
Can understand the shit
That I have found
I never talk about
Cause nobody could care
I'm always listening
But tell me
Who the fuck is there
When you're drowning
In your misery
You feeling me
When I die
I hope that all of you remember me
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Hook:
Cause I don't know why
I'm always empty
Inside
& if I know why
How can I fill it inside