Idk what to call this but i cried writing it

[Chorus]
Put it on my momma imma make it out
I just can't focus, Shit I can’t cope with
Holding me back so imma go around
Niggas been bogus think I didn't notice
I've been in my bag so they want me out
Why I stay loaded make the Draco kick
Holding on my feelings now they pourin’ out
Niggas stay soulless, Why my heart frozen

[Verse]
I've been focused on myself that's why I started seeing differently
Thankful for my ex no she can't wait to see a different me
Never got to thank you for them things that you had did for me
Hope you on my side when I arrive to where I'm meant to be
Hatred in my mind I had no pride I had no empathy
Lies on top of lies I madе you cry when you was [?]
Made it so you nevеr love again and you resenting me
Try to run and hide but all your friends say you still missing me
Bitches in my phone but I don't want them 'cause my history
When was I gon' learn you was my friend and now my enemy
Hurting on your own you ain’t as grown as you pretend to be
Can’t say I condone [?] so there's my sympathy
Don’t know what your ass want out of me
I'm a different nigga then back then because they doubted me
I done grown so much just want to hear you say you proud of me
Loving from a distance 'cause that's all that you allowing me

[Bridge]
All that you allowing me
Yeah
That’s all that you allowing me
Yeah
That's all that you allowing me
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Niggas so frozen, Heart is so soulless
Yeah, Yeah
So I stay loaded make the Draco kick
Yeah

[Chorus]
Put it on my momma imma make it out
I just can't focus, Shit I can't cope with
Holding me back so imma go around
Niggas been bogus think I didn't notice
I've been in my bag so they want me out
Why I stay loaded make the Draco kick
Holding on my feelings now they pourin' out
Niggas stay soulless, Why my heart frozen