Idk how to b cool and identity crisis

Idk how to b cool lyrics:
I see myself in my dreams, casting pink sun beams
Dont wake me from my sleep
Cause i know when i wake that this
Will not, exist for me, for me

I dont know how to b cool, im not really like this
I know my place, know where to stand
Keep my hands locked, back on the wall
Im standing small, nail biting worries grown tall

Im not really like you, im not really like you
I dont know how to b cool, i dont know how

I think they know i wanna leave, theyre like SO cool
In my head like if you try you can too, be cool
Im stuck in purgatory, can you see that im suffering from this?

I dont know how to b cool, i dont know where to begin
I need someone to tell me, how should i act?

Oh oh, woah oh oh, woah oh oh oh, hmmmMmMMmm

Identity crisis lyrics:
You take away the tears, you fade away my fears
I wish i was the girl ive drawn out in my mind
You healed the hurt i feel
I kill off what is real

Dont wanna be anybody else when im with you
God damn, i really wanna love myself when im with you
Oh i, wanna show how i feel but im just scared to
Now i, kinda wanna go but i can't do that shit to you

Take off my charade
Ill make it through the day
Theres no more masquerade
He said "i really love you this way"
Were goin round all of your friends
I wish this shit would never end

Dont wanna be anybody else when im with you