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[Verse]
I'm fillin' up my cup, sittin' back in my room
Think about what I done, wonder what I gotta do
Funny how things change, I don't know what I missed
But I remember it was hate, now they think I'm the shit
I don't wanna sing a song but, this song made me think
Of all these better days who thought they'd still exist
Pour one for the fans, another one for the clique
All the way to the top, yeah I'm comin' up in a bit
Been dumb enough for [the?] minute, young enough not to care
Don't think about [how?] I'm livin', I just put one in [the air?]
Kinda like my mind, always up in the clouds
And it doesn't matter how high 'cause, I'm never coming down

[Pre-Chorus]
There I go again, always think too much
Started fallin' down, to find a pick me up
There I go again, always think too much
Started fallin' down, to find a pick me up

[Chorus]
And I don't know what I been thinking
I guess it's something else that gets me by
And I don't know what I been drinking
I guess it's something else that gets me high
And I don't know what I been thinking
I guess it's something else that gets me by
And I don't know what I been drinking
I guess it's something else that gets me high

[Verse 2]
Think back to the start, thought I was a man
I was just tryna do me and just do what I can
Coulda finished at school but, I had other plans
All I wanted was respect, was never in it for the bands
Never in it for the 'gram, still in it for the rush
Empty cup, fill it again
I'm just tryna get home, wherever that could be
I don't know anymore, but I guess I have this dream
What's a dream if you can't chase it
What's the point of doing good if they aren't hatin'
What's the point of havin' [drive?] if you're still sittin' in the car waitin'
What's the point of havin' a finish line if you don't even start racin'
Worryin' 'bout the last placement, but

[Pre-Chorus]
There I go again, always think too much
Started fallin' down, to find a pick me up
There I go again, always think too much
Started fallin' down, to find a pick me up

[Chorus]
And I don't know what I been thinking
I guess it's something else that gets me by
And I don't know what I been drinking
I guess it's something else that gets me high
And I don't know what I been thinking
I guess it's something else that gets me by
And I don't know what I been drinking
I guess it's something else that gets me high

[Outro]
And I don't know what I been thinking
I guess it's something else that gets me by
And I don't know what I been drinking
I guess it's something else that gets me high
And I don't know what I been thinking
I guess it's something else that gets me by
And I don't know what I been drinking
I guess it's something else—