Idiosyncratic

Not lacking insight or impetus to shout behind ideas that reforms in us
Will bring about

(As) parallels we run so close yet as I try to draw to you
Incoherence rears its ugly head
Of integration? You do your utmost to discourage it

Envy, resentment, jealousy
Taken emotions - there is no need

I try so hard to state my case yet as I try to draw to you
Incoherence rears it ugly head
Resort to slander - you drive me further away

Breakdown of minuscule faith - my wasted efforts!!

It's your indifference, not mine, that puts me on a pedestal
Then after the fact, you oppose me for a lack of support
If your aims are to attract us condemnation
The bitter taste I had now strengthens my resolve to rise above