Idek what 2 think

I know I should not be thinking about you
I should not be thinking about you
I should not be thinking about you

With him I can't compete
And you know that's real
Still want to be with you and that's real
But you don't like me, no, I know that
He's still in your mind girl, yeah, you show that

What do I do?
I don't know how to get you off my mind
Believe me I try and I try
But you reached deep inside of my heart with your spell
With your spell

You don't even answer my texts fast
I don't even know if you are aware of that
I'd try to get you but don't wanna play that
I rather sit here alone with my stained heart

I know I should not be thinking about you
I should not be thinking about you
I should not be thinking about you

With him I can't compete
And you know that's real
Still want to be with you and that's real
But you don't like me, no, I know that
He's still in your mind girl, yeah, you show that

What if we stay talking while it rains?
Forget about our problems and our pain
I really fucking wish that you could stay
But now you're making my heart turn gray

It was black
Back in the past, and I'm sorry I didn't call you back
I was high off the pills and the gas
Fuck, I swear I did not wanna crash
Swear I didn't wanna relapse
I scream and I call myself trash
I think I just need to relax

I know I should not be thinking about you
I should not be thinking about you
I should not be thinking about you

I don't even know what to think (I don't even know what to think)
I don't even know what to think (I don't even know what to think)
I don't even know what to think (I don't even know what to think)
I don't even know what to think (I don't even know what to think)