Ideations

Nothing feels the same
Became numb to pain
Reaching out for something
Nothing ever reach back
Now I'm

Fighting off these thoughts cuz they're killing me
Feeling like I'm lost and never to be found
Even if I find what is left of me
Just an empty shell cuz my soul drowned

Sometimes it feels like you don't really have a purpose
You tryna make sense of it all but everything seems worthless
Anxiety creeping in
Don't know where the hell you're going
You just looking for somе peace but you cannot find heavеn
Why is it hard to find
Looking for peace of mind
Feels like a piece of my mind is gone
Can't get it in due time
The walls are closing in now
Thoughts filling up with regrets
Damn it I'm drowning in self doubt
Don't know if I will come out
If I hold on just for a little longer I might survive
But what's the point of being alive
A lot of questions with no answers keep us occupied
I guess that's why we keep searching for god

Fighting off these thoughts cuz they're killing me
Feeling like I'm lost and never to be found
Even if I find what is left of me
Just an empty shell cuz my soul drowned
Fighting off these thoughts cuz they're killing me
Feeling like I'm lost and never to be found
Even if I find what is left of me
Just an empty shell cuz my soul drowned

Don't you look back for me I'm gone
No need to fight the tears
I don't want to cause you grief
But these thoughts got me weak
Thinking bout a long sleep
Can't fight chaos I need peace
Why my thoughts are so bleak
My every thoughts are so bleak
I can't show my pain
I'm feeling insane
I'm walking alone
I'm fine on my own
I'm trynna hold on
But it feels like there's nothing worth to fight for

Fighting off these thoughts cuz they're killing me
Feeling like I'm lost and never to be found
Even if I find what is left of me
Just an empty shell cuz my soul drowned
Fighting off these thoughts cuz they're killing me
Feeling like I'm lost and never to be found
Even if I find what is left of me
Just an empty shell cuz my soul drowned