Ice Cold Life

Every passing day is the same
Wake up reflecting on the better days
Trying to get up, get out now forget my memories
And there's the ugly truth, I have to face a new day it's a fact
Truth is I threw my life away
I finally saw the light, but it only blinded me

I try my hardest to change, regretting each passing day
The longer I stay the same the less I care about the pain
Stop
It's like the harder I fight the more I seem to lose
Maybe it's time to give up, but I refuse
If you feel the need to walk away, it's time to choose (it's time to choose)
It's like the harder I fight

The more I lose!
It's like the harder I fight, the more I lose
C'mon
I kept letting you leave
So you want me to follow you?
For telling me the choice
They fuck you over when you choose

(there's always something for me left to lose)

I try my hardest to change, regretting each passing day
The longer I stay the same the less I care about the pain
I try my hardest to change, regretting each passing day
The longer I stay the same the less I care about the pain
It's like the harder I fight the more I seem to lose
Maybe it's time to give up, but I refuse
If you feel the need to walk away, it's time to choose (it's time to choose)
It's like the harder I fight

The more I lose

My mind's racing I can't complain
Feel crazy nobody to blame but me
But me

You'll learn, there's always something left to lose
I gotta get up get out forget the memoeries
Welcome to my ice cold life