ibuprofen

[Verse 1]
Here I sit
Another party, didn't make the invite list
But I'm used to it
Sometimes I wonder if my friends really hate me
And they're just hiding it
But that could be a load of shit

[Pre-Chorus]
One more hit
Go on make it harder
Think I can take it
Two more blows
What state will that leave me in?
Nobody knows
Three small words
I'll probably never hear
'Cause I don't think I deserve it, mm

[Chorus]
I can't take this silence
When did my life become so monotone?
I think my brain is wired to create problems
When there's nothing wrong
My thoughts are a million miles an hour
Why do they have this much power?
Wish there was something I could take
Like ibuprofen cures a stomach ache

[Verse 2]
Search the internet for hours on end
When nothing feels right
It's followed by a sleepless night
Stand in front of my mirror
Hurling insults at myself
'Cause I'm not the best version of me yet

[Pre-Chorus]
One more hit
'Til this half empty glass has nothing in it
Two more blows
It won't hurt me if my eyes are closed
Three small words
I'll probably never hear
'Cause I don't think I deserve it, mm

[Chorus]
I can't take this silence
When did my life become so monotone?
I think my brain is wired to create problems
When there's nothing wrong
My thoughts are a million miles an hour
Why do they have this much power?
Wish there was something I could take
Like ibuprofen cures a stomach ache (Ahh, ahh)

[Bridge]
And there's somedays when I cry
Say "I wish I was someone else"
But I know that's a lie
'Cause I only wanna be myself
But I haven't been myself for quite some time
Can't remember how to live, only how to survive
And I try to keep my head just above the rising tide
Just some oxygen and I'll be fine