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[Verse: Material Girl]
When I was young, when I learned I never understand everything
That this world had secrets it would always keep from me
So I can't have the comfort that this will ever make sense
That every word in this [?] withered before one true thing can be said about saying names in the past tense
So I can't call this prose or a verse
It's just a message to a friend to tell him how much this all hurts
I cried until my head hurt and felt you into the room, man
I felt you in the room with me every time I listened to a record
Cuz I know how that pressure built, I know how that weight felt
I know that life laid you low and every blow made you cry out
And then we weren't there to hear it, weren't there to help you bear it
And I curse my name all the time all the time that I left you behind those last weeks
Missed days I didn't know were numbered
I only hope that we will meet again and that you can forgive me then
And homie, forever will I still draw breath
Homie, forever will I still draw breath
Fuck, fuck–
So when I wake up from nightmares where I pierce through and found wanting through your eyes
I cry in bed and thank God that you're by my side
Even as I say this spirit and carry you with me like the wind to my back
I want you to know that I'm proud of you, not just of who you are, but of the man you would become
As I follow you in this journey, in this change across both sides of life until we reunite
There's only one thing I can tell you now:
"'Till next time, goodbye" (x8)

[Outro: Material Girl]
I can't keep doin' new verses
I can't keep doin' new versions
I'm a prelude to a worse person
I can't keep doin' new verses
I can't keep doin' new versions
I'm a prelude to a worse person