I Would Kill Myself But I’m Already Dead

[Intro: Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World Sample]
"What's the deal, seriously?"
"Yep, you said that last night."
"You know what really sucks though?"
"What?"
"Everything."

[Verse]
I don't give a fuck about you
Cos you don't know me
Don't take it personally
Cos neither does my family
And I just wanna OD on this Xanax and this Hennessy
Forever in this agony
I'm Sorry

I'm tryna be a better person
Tryna get over these feelings
And these sick emotions
All I think about is death
Can't get that shit out of my head
And now I'm lying on my floor
Regretting things I never said

Nah
Leave all that shit up in the past
I should've been more careful
Cos my heart is made of glass
They say that I'm depressing
"Joshy why is you so sad?"
Because my demons and my feelings
Got me fucked up way too bad
(Way too bad)

But we don't even talk about it
So I might go up on the fucking roof and shout about it
Then I'm jumping off that bitch like it's an 80 meter trampoline
The people on the ground gon' be pissed off if they gon' stand in me

[Chorus]
Yeah, I would kill myself
But I'm already fucking dead
Like there's a bullet in my head
Cos' this shit push me to the edge
All the shit I never said
All the blood that now been bled
It all push me to the edge

And I would kill myself
But I'm already fucking dead
Like there's a bullet in my head
Cos' this shit push me to the edge
All the shit I never said
All the blood that now been bled
It all push me to the edge
(Yeah)

[Verse]
I don't give a fuck about you
Cos you don't know me
Don't take it personally
Cos neither does my family
And I just wanna OD on this Xanax and this Hennessy
Forever in my agony
I'm Sorry

I'm tryna be a better person
Tryna get over my feelings
And my sick emotions
All I think about is death
Can't get that shit out of my head
And now I'm lying on my floor
Regretting things I never said
(Never said)

Nah
Leave all that shit up in the past
I should've been more careful
Cos my heart is made of glass
They say that I'm depressing
"Joshy why is you so sad?"
Because my demons and my feelings
Got me fucked up way too bad
(Way too bad)

And we don't even talk about it
So I might go up on the fucking roof and shout about it
Then I might jump off that bitch like it's an 80 meter trampoline
The people all below might get pissed off if they gon' stand in me

[Chorus]
And I would kill myself
But I'm already fucking dead
Like there's a bullet in my head
Cos' this shit push me to the edge
All the shit I never said
All the blood that now been bled
It all push me to the edge

And I would kill myself
But I'm already fucking dead
Like there's a bullet in my head
Cos' this shit push me to the edge
All the shit I never said
All the blood that now been bled
It all push me to the edge
(To the edge)