I Wonder

Home alone again
It's hard to say what's happenin'
Smokin' out my window
And learning to let go

And I wonder what's to lose and whose to blame
The record playin' on the radio sets tellin' me "Two loves are never the same"
And I still want you
But I don't want to
I don't know where to go from here
Right back to the ground again
On the road again
And you deserve the little things
Tellin' all your friends that I'm the one belittling
Watching your brows furrow
While I learn to say no

And I wonder what's to lose and what's to gain
And I wonder how to know these things mean
I told you, babe
What I could do then
I trusted you would

You're shy
You won't let me forget
And you know it eats me up inside
Every time you say "Oh, it's alright"

Why are you staying in the middle again
And I still want you
But I don't want to
I don't know where to go from here