I wonder

Today I feel more rooted
More or less moving
I think I do it to do it
Watching my movements
So I could see my improvement
I'm losing , touch with a couple things
People and feelings
I often Stare at the ceiling
Or get lost in my phone
I cherish my time alone
But not for too long
I like when you send me songs
Bike rides at night time , so I could sing along
Night tides on my eyes , I just rise , and watch life
Plus Atlanta till the is season gone
And what now
Lost but I'm found
Conversations of gowns , long walks and isles
Shit makes me get dizzy
I wonder if margret miss me
I wonder if the markets missing
The point of my work , the growth of my worth , I question what for
Am I lost metaphor
You seem to read me to well , keep reaching you might fall and end in a well
To many people in there
It seems they all kinda cared
But all they wasn't there
All when I fall , when autumn , fall
Blossom tall , seem to disappear with closed ears
They say I interact with a cold heart
I had more than a rough start , I'm sorry vague
I just hope one day I'm able to show you the pages
Sage shit , blank fist
Scabs and scars on my face its
Nothing , tough shit seems to fade quick
Like when you're faded
Addiction , reoccurrence , the same shit
Confliction , affection , reassurance , false blaming
I know you don't want me famous
I know that you can't control it
So you just fold it
And Put it in anguish
I Wish that we spoke the same language
But similarity can be too dangerous
I keep everybody at a distance
I ain't change that much since an infant
Just look at my eyes
Look in my mind
Maybe you'll find
Maybe you'll find