​i won’t find myself if i don’t lose you.

[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse]
I know that I'm bound to be forgotten
So please stop hounding me, don't care about it
There's not just one devil on my shoulder, I'm surrounded
She think I'm an angel just because of how I'm sounding
All I know is pain, that's what I'm used to
I won't find myself if I don't lose you
I don't understand why you won't leave me
Can you cause me pain? That's what I'm needing

[Chorus]
I don't wanna leave my mark, wanna mark my departure
I don't care if she lied, I don't care if she using me, I'm sad, I lost her
I don't want you, you're not her, shut the fuck up, I don't care
What's in my cup I won't share, I need her back and I swear
I'll get her back cause I can't live without her, she don't understand
What don't I have that another man does?
Can you tell me why you ran? Can you tell me where you are?
Imma find where you stay, I know you ain't far
Out of my mind but I'm in my...out of my mind but I'm in my heart

[Bridge]
In my feelings, I can't get out, I tried
Girl, just tell me, why did you ever lie?

[Chorus]
I don't wanna leave my mark, wanna mark my departure
I don't care if she lied, I don't care if she using me, I'm sad, I lost her
I don't want you, you're not her, shut the fuck up, I don't care
What's in my cup I won't share, I need her back and I swear
I'll get her back cause I can't live without her, she don't understand
What don't I have that another man does?
Can you tell me why you ran? Can you tell me where you are?
Imma find where you stay, I know you ain't far
Out of my mind but I'm in my...out of my mind but I'm in my heart