I Won’t Die

[Verse]
Regardless whatever you thinking see shit ain't gon' change I'm forever the same
Show me whats sane and i prolly refrain i been all on my own even when I'm with gang, yuh
Even when you bitches tell me that you by my side as i lay on my belly express infidelity shit gettin smelly if you too emotional fuck off my tele
When I'm alone no one pick up the phone
So I'm pickin a bone wit u niggas alone
This ain't a song the description is poem as if i just owe em a piece of my soul
I don't talk about my feelings too much
Usually because I'm feeling too much
I don't wanna discuss as i look in disgust at the man in the mirror my imagery bust
System overload is me overthinking
Still can't get over what the fuck i been thinking
Barely blinking and i notice i'm shrinking
I don't need a shrink just a little more drinking
See I really am, everything, that I hate, yuh
I look at my hands, and I think, am i fake?
Fuck, if i met myself id prolly be terrified, petrified
Stressin pullin out my hair a lot, ugh....
It's no wonder they screw me I'm hard as a nail when I'm totin that tooly
You can't school me not a student can move me
We ain't equal but we all in the movie
Everybody got a part and a duty
I'm feelin like mine is to simply just do me
On another note I'm still unforgettable
Just don't fuckin know if that's something critical
Do it matter do i matter like mythical
In that case I'm nothing but a material, ugh...
And I feel like a idiot, I can't balance nothing that I be carrying Someone bring me a new bitch help me care again
Or give me another L I'm too arrogant ugh...
Altogether i'm broken
Find the irony behind what is spoken
What's the ronin I'm the coldest of the quotients
The only answer i divide all opponents
Multiply my shoulders rise in a moment
Cuz catchin a extra body is a bonus
They don't give a dam about me i know it
Now I'm focused i ain't gotta be hopeless
But in all I'm lookin right at my lowest
No emotion I can't move with no motive
Don't get bold wit me unless you ain't foldin
He ain't knowin me i guess they ain't told em
Tote the pole i gotta hold of the totem
Choker hold i choke the hoe when I hold em
I get colder every time I'm fucked over
I'm talkin solar and the muhfuckin polar!

[Outro]
I ain't cry , in a long ass time
I dont mind , that ive lost my mind
If i dont shine , i cut off my line
But i won't die , til i cross that line
I won't die , til i cross that line
I won't die , til i cross that line
I won't die , til i cross that line
Ain't no failure long as i know im trying
I ain't cry , in a long ass time
I dont mind , that ive lost my mind
If i dont shine , i cut off my line
But i won't die , til i cross that line
I won't die , til i cross that line
I won't die , til i cross that line
I won't die , til i cross that line
Ain't no failure long as i know im trying, yeah