I wish u would call me

(Chorus:)
I wish that you would call me, I wish that you never left
I wish that you would want me but you wanted the best
So I’ll wait for the day I won’t wait for you anyways
You say that this was on me like I would just forget
So I’ll wait for the day I won’t wait for you anyways
Oh, I’ll wait for someday

(Verse 1:)
What I’m feeling tonight, I can’t put it in words
I put up my fight to the best of me, you know the recipe
Won’t know the rest of me, shit you ain’t heard
You’re feeling so dead to me, or so you should
This a vasectomy, rip to my energy, guess we weren’t meant to be, or maybe we were
But thеse days I’m not feeling to sure
Like еach way, my feelings get hurt
And don’t be afraid but it’s just getting worse
With every song and every verse, and every day when I think about you
Wanna kill myself, cuz I can’t get all these demons out you
Theres no how to manual, for this situation but I love myself
And that is tangible, for dissipation, separation but I’ll fight like hell
I mean well, but just don’t know what to do anymore
I go from remorse to my feet at your door in a second
I just don’t get it, I got these questions shit I’m a mess and
I just don’t know how you feel about me
I think that I do, but I always doubt me
I wish you would call me tell me

(Chorus:)
I wish that you would call me, I wish that you never left
I wish that you would want me but you wanted the best
So I’ll wait for the day I won’t wait for you anyways
You say that this was on me like I would just forget
So I’ll wait for the day I won’t wait for you anyways
Oh, I’ll wait for someday

(Verse 2:)
She called and she told me she loved it
But now I keep pushing her buttons
Twisting my heart and stomach, I plummet
Told her there’s nobody else, baby just trust it it seems like she doesn’t
And I just don’t know what do, so many nights that I spent without you
Locked in this room
And now that you’re here, I’m wishing that you just love me for me and the person I am
Been trying my best, and I’m never gonna blame if you don’t understand
Correcting my steps when I make a mistake
In my life which is seemly frequent
I’m not even close to my peak yet, still fighting off demons that live without reason
Inside of my head, baby I wish I was dead sometimes
Can’t count up the times on my fingers
I thought about ending my life with no meaning and then I found you
And I love you to death girl, it feels like we’re dreaming with every breath that we make, and
These feelings are never gon’ break, but
Baby I’m different, not even to close to a perfect man
But one things for sure is I will hold your hand until the end

(Chorus:)
I wish that you would call me, I wish that you never left
I wish that you would want me but you wanted the best
So I’ll wait for the day I won’t wait for you anyways
You say that this was on me like I would just forget
So I’ll wait for the day I won’t wait for you anyways
Oh, I’ll wait for someday

(Bridge:)
Until the end, I’m working on being a better man
Emotions bend, and feelings change but that doesn’t mean imma let em in
Or feel the pain, when I lose you again, but up until then
I’m in suspense, so I wait
I wish you would call me and tell me what’s been on your plate
It’s never too late to show me you love me

(Outro:)
I wish that you would call me
I wish that you would want me
So I would wait for the day, I won’t wait for you anyways
I won’t wait for someday