I Wish I Wasn’t Me

[Verse 1]
Quiet please, can someone turn my head down?
Can't sleep got the rhythm too loud
I'm barely keeping breath inside my body
Screaming to keep the darkness out

[Pre-Chorus]
But the monsters knock and I let them in
Fear and doubt are my closest friends

[Chorus]
But let's give 'em show
Bring out the marching band
Hoping that no one can see
When the curtains are closed
I'm alone in an empty room
Wishing that I wasn't me
'Cause sometimes I wish I wasn't me
I wish I wasn't me

[Verse 2]
Listen a symphony of sadness
Playing softly in the corners of my mind
See I'm building thеse walls of validation
Too high for me to evеn climb

[Pre-Chorus]
But the monsters knock and I let them in
'Cause fear and doubt are my closest friends

[Chorus]
But let's give 'em show
Bring out the marching band
Hoping that no one can see
When the curtains are closed
I'm alone in an empty room
Wishing that I wasn't me
Sometimes I wish I wasn't me
I wish I wasn't me