​i wish i was still dreaming.

[Verse 1: unknxwn.]
Okay, so I'm still waking up
Mind only thinks about what I fucked up
Mind only thinks about what I should do
Lost in myself, so I'm searching in you
But that never works and it never will
You fucked me over but I miss you still
I miss the feeling of love that was real
I miss not wanting to skip every meal
You were the blade, our fight was the salt
You left me open with it in my wound
I can't be saved, I don't wanna talk
You're dead to me but I think we'll meet soon
I never thought that the kid I used to be would end up a mess
I'm always in stress, you're just like the rest
A death in the ocean would fit me the best

[Outro: nebz]
As reality grows, I lose part of my soul
It replays in my head but I no longer make wishes for death
I promised myself I would thrive in the rain, stealthily ready for truth
Because it led me to you, but it also lead me to bruise
You couldn’t be good, you couldn’t be true
Is this path a circle? It always leads to you